So since we've been married, I've never spent more than 3 nights away from Courtney, which is how many nights she will be gone on this trip. But it's totally different when I'm the one at home and she's the one traveling. I come home from work, and is Courtney there....nope! I go to bed at night and is Courtney there.....you guessed it.....no Courtney. :( :( She left me her squishy pillow (which I always try to take during the night), I thought that was really sweet of her. Anyways, I'm just missing Courtney.